you may could never see me
never know me
never imagined before that i am all exist
you would never find me sitting under the umbrella
outside the cafe
you would never see me talking in a cocktail party
you would never see me laying on the wall aside a street
you would never see me in any way
nor you would ever hear me
nor you would ever smell me

because i am not my body
because i am not my eyes
because i am not my hair
because i am not my mouth


rather
i am the way i walk
i am the way i see
i am the way i talk
i am the way i think

i am not merely a bundle of fresh flesh and blood

i am 'exist'

changing in every second, every minute, every blink of eyes

i am 'exist'

i am not merely what you can sense with your sensory perception.

since all that you see are just the unfulfilled me

beyond that, i am more




you would find me this way :

when we finally reach what we never had reached before ; the greatest consciousness
where we shall fuse together
in a deep white of silence and 'nothingness'

no more eyes to see
no more mouth to talk
no more nose to smell
no more skin to touch

just a consciousness
a greatest consciousness

and you shall feel a tremendous comfort
a totality of peace

like you are in a garden with no end
full of glimmered stars
illuminating your eyes in a dazzle
an opaque luminescent

like the first sun you ever see
in the first dawn
like a glowing moon fills the black-canvas of the night

you just feel it as you lie on the top of the hill
by smell the grass and the first lily wake up
in the first morning of spring
after a long winter

and above all
it would be more like an everlasting rest
after tiring long journey
for both of us

in eternity

there